emo-ing

2010-01-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

tmr is my birthday...
have yet to receive any present :(
hahas...
tmr going out wif alvina...
to..........
hahas..
ending off...

2010-01-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

i dunno y ,
but i'm always playing as the bad guy...
u guys are the ones who are always being like ,
while me?
always being hated...
y is life so unfair?!

2010-01-15T18:01:00.002+08:00

yeah , dis blog is so dead..
went for sec 1 orientation camp on 7th to 9th...
was in charge of 1I..
i shouted 2 days continuos non-stop..
so on the 3rd day ny voice was super man..
on the first day played games wif them..
den we played amazing race...
at night bath le den went back to the class and we practise all those makan cheer and class cheer...
by rite was suppose to hav a performance..
den was cancelled..
was rushing everything like siao lol..
den they say dun hav..
den second day played scavanger hunt..
wth..
i fell down again...
is like consistant for like 3 months ,
i confirm will fall 1 time per month...
on 3rd woke up..
did PT...
den ate nasi lemak..
den they went off for CCA bazaar..
den i wen to help lol..
den after tat catch hong quan , yi keong they all go back...
den i went off to play bball myself...
den they were like complaining...
at last it was the prize presentation..
and guess wad?
they got the best class award..
although they ain't they ain't very good in studies ,
but they're still capable of winning...
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF , 1I!
EVERYTHING IS POSSBLE IF U TRY.
NEVER SAY DIE!
and seriuosly,
I LOVE THEM!!!

2010-01-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

dis blog is SO dead...
first of all ,
i would like to wish everyone happy new year..
has been doing lots of things dis few weeks..
on 23rd ,
went to sheng hong for christmas party..
bought gor presents and ended myself up in debts..
on 28th ,
went back to school for sec 1 orientation camp briefing..
on 31st ,
went out wif coac li ying and some others..
caused some trouble...
so sry about it..
den went home..
den cousin ask if i wanna go count down wif them..
den tag along lol..
was damn freaking boring..
go there watch fireworks nia..
den at 12 ,
phone start to hav network error..
cause everyone is sending msg at the same time..

2009-12-18T20:33:00.007+08:00

well,
i'm back from the pulau ubin camp..
it was quite fun as both my gors got go...
first day,
ice breaker den set off..
den lunch-ed and take ferry there...
den afternoon,
the children went for chek jawa trekking..
and we were stablizing the tents...
den they came back den dinner..
they played dis game called : guess who did it?
at night,
had nothing to do..
den went for the nightwalk trail..
played wif nicky gor de ipod touch after tat...
TAP TAP-ed :)
den was having supper when si yin said she saw a shooting star...
den all of them started putting the mat on the gras waiting for shooting stars..
den started talking to hong xi and william...
was chased by mr joo to go to sleep...
next morning woke up...
wash up..
den went to game station...
but me and heelin didn't really do anything much..
just stand there watch watch..
was cycling all along..
den saw cindy tan at the hut...
i call her so many times den she reply...
went of to collect lunch...
was late cause the person was late..
hahas..
den went back to station..
before tat ms cynthia there guilan lol..
feel like slapping her...
den mr ali came to deliver our food...
den it wasn't enough..
so chun xiong went back to take...
den i ate 2 packets..
about the same amount of wad jun ting gor ate...
den was waitning for jun ting gor de group to come..
den after waiting for dunno how long den we noe tat they went back le..
after tat went back to chalet...
den went cycling for awhile before returnoing the bikes..
jun ting gor took heelin's sot sot de bike..
den along the way he was like saying it was all my fault lol...
hahas..
the slope was super shiok....
double thumbs up >.<
den rest..
they start to BBQ...
didn't eat anything except for a few prawns and stuff...
made jun ting gor and nicky gor each a stick..
den went to buy soft drinks..
6 bottles..
mostly coke...
den was finding my wallet,charger,handphone..
i seriously got short term lol...
den at night,
after bath,
took out my cup noodle to eat..
cause was hungry...
den was going to fall asleep on the sofa,
but didn't..
den went to join junting gor and nicky gor in the game called : bridge..
den play until 5plus..
the guys oso slpet wif us...
and nicky gor was taking his two chairs as his bed lol..
his body so long yet the chair so short..
den sleep for 2 hours jiu wake up le..
den wash up..
pack things...
den went to the hut..
put our things there..
den they were playing other games..
den i was playing tap tap..
den too tired cannot tahan,
den took a sleeping bag and hug it and lie on the cupboard..
den stop playing..
the rest of the volunteers started playing murderer..
den was sitting there all alone...
den mr ali ask chun xiong to talk to me..
as everyone noes tat i do goes emo too..
den after tat join in the game...
played..
den bought the ferry and brought the things back..
was sitting alone on the bus hugging my sleeping bag and listening to music..
den a few drops of tears came rolling down my cheeks...
was tinking about something...
cause it'slike me and nicky gor seem to be drifting apart..
as in like we dun click tat well like we used to...
the him now,
wasn't like the old him i used to noe...
sometimes i really wonder,
do i noe wad u're tinking and stuff...
maybe it's time tats making us like strangers...

den break camp..
took pictures..
cause alot of them going army le..

me wif junting and nicky gor...

me wif margret..

me wif hong xi...

me wif poh yi..

from left to right: han xian,hee joon,jun ting,nicholas,jolyn,yong keong....

dis is the end of my camp..

2009-12-12T19:22:00.002+08:00

i seriously hate my father..
he's damn f**king irritating..
he keep on ask me do things..
ask me go down buy food,
do these,
do tat.
he ownself sleep there do nothing!
shit him man...

Bball camp

2009-12-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday morning went to school...
did shooting...
den run 2.4km..
den start training..
until afternoon..
den went to bath ,
had lunch ..
den went out cause senior having match and zhou lei coach wasn't here...
den after senior play den stay there eat pizza hut..
den we were sitting at one side..
the ball from court came flying in our direction ..
den "POP" ,
it bounces off our box of chicken wings..
but we still continued eating...
there was a second time ,
but we managed to keep it off..
was damn fed up lol..
at night played some games..
the school was spooky,
BUT i'm not scared...
was damn cooling at night..
den some of the seniors decided to sleep at the corridor...
den the rest of us sleep in the classroom..
was supposed to sleep in the hall,
but the can't on the fan...
next morning woke up at 5.30a.m.
den brush teeth den me and zi lin went to bath...
super shiok...
i tink it's not cold,
but zi lin was 'ha-chooing' all the way...
den tie hair and stuff..
went for morning jog..
2.4km...
den train abit of defence..
den go help rachel and joey prepare stuff...
had breakfast ..
zhou lei came ...
ate cup noodles oso...
hav to share cause coach didn't buy alot..
den i eat..
still got left alot of cups of milo..
den left 4 cups..
den each batch hav 2 cups..
den we at first wan to giv zhou lei coach de,
den got 1 of the guys senior (junyuan) walk past,
den we ask if he wan..
1 cup of milo settled...
2nd cup...
giv zhou lei coach..
was super damn full...
the food for camp was damn nice...
den started training..
until 11plus den pack up...
distribute the left over food and DISPERSE!!!
-end of camp-

2009-12-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday's training was hell .
Just be glad tat i'm still alive .
Now training getting tougher and tougher .

sometimes i really feel like giving up .
But it's the determination of being wif u tat keeps me going .
Boy , i'm doing these for u .
Sometimes i really feel like dumping things the way it is and walk off ,
but there's this strength tat keeps me going again .

The 29th ...

2009-11-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

hahas..
taday went out to kovan there for dad's birthday which is tomorrow..
went to eat crab...
big sis and parents ate chilli crab while me and second sis ate tomato crab..
NICE!!!
well ,
today is the 29th..
another month have past..
three months liao..
hope this relationship continue ba..

dar ,
it's been three months..
and i hope we continue...
wishing to see u everyday..

2009-11-28T17:17:00.002+08:00

hahas..
hasn't been posting these few days..
yup ,
went for councillor camp on mon to wed..
den wed afternoon got training..
i at first dun wanna go de ,
but some of them go den i go lol..
well ,
the training was ok ba..
hahas..
training physical along the way..
for today ,
went for training..
fell down along the way to drink water..
tripped over the bball..
some photos for u to enjoy..

tats all for today >.<

2009-11-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

A. Alvina Chan
1)Do you love this person? so-so lol..
2) Is this person your enemy? sometimes , when she diao me..
3) Is this person taller than you? of course..

B. Beatrice Wee
1) What do you really think of this person? Zi lian queen..
2) What’s their favourite color? Dunno..grey?
3) Ever danced with them? nahhs

C. Cindy
1) Do you like this person? of course ! :D
2) Where did you meet this person? Primary school?
3) How old is she/he? thirteeeen (:

D. Daphne
1) How long have you known him/her? 11months
2) Biggest regret? none?

E. Elaine
1) Have you met her parents? Yup..
2) Worst thing about this person? nothing..she's simply perfect..
3) Best thing about this person? pure heart..

F. Faizah
1) Have you ever dated this person? NO !
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? this year..when i go to FSC..
3) Do you go to school with them? nah..we're from different school..

G. Glenn lee
1) Is he/she a good listener? Sure (:
2) Have you ever lived with this person? NO!
3) Is this person nice? Of course, he's funny ;D

H. Han JIing
1) What year are they in? Sec.1
2) Is he/she your best friend? good friend?
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Nah..

I. -
1) What is this person’s favourite food? -
2) Where did you meet this person? -
3) Do you trust them? -

J. Justin lim / Jia'an
1) Do they have any siblings? Yup../Yup..
2) Do you know their favourite song? Nope../ Songs sang by Jay chow
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Nah../ like him back >.<

K. Kiayee
1) How old were you when you first met? 9
2) How did you meet? P4A
3) Ever danced with this person? Nope..

L. Li Yun
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? Dunno...
2) Do you like him/her? She has a kind heart..
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? she goes to disney world mehhs?

M. Ming Yun
1) Is this person older than you? Nope
2) Is this person single? Yup..
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? LOTS OF TIMES..

N. Nicholas Korr
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? NOPE (:
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? huh? i noe his full name..
nicholas goh ke qin..

P. Priya
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? i guess so..
2) How about a sleepover with them? Nope
3) Does this person have a job? Nahh! :D

Q. -
1) Does this person drink alcohol? -
2) Have you seen this person dance? -
3) Where do they work? -

R. Racheal Goh
1) Have you heard this person sing? Man in the mirror
2) Do you think this person will repost this? she doesn't have a blog..
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? nothing..

S. Shaw En Mei
1) Is this person taller than you? NO-peee, :D
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Of course
3) Do they live close to you? nope..

T. Terence
1) Would you do anything for him/her? y must i?
2) Have you been to his/her house? yup, once..
3) Is this person a dipshit? whats a dipshit?

U. -
1) Is this person in a relationship? -
2) Do you know where she lives? -
3) What colour hair does this person have? -

V. Victor
1) Do you see this person alot? dunno..
2) When did you meet her/him? nusery and recently..
3) Is this person your friend? duh..childhood friend..

W. Wei Han
1) Is this person quiet or loud? neutral..
2) Name a friend that both of you have? 6A-ians..
3) What is the colour of his eyes? didn't notice..

X. Xi Wen
1) Why are you friends with him/her? cause we're in the same class..
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? nope..
3) What is one thing you would change about them? their character, i guess..

Adapted from Han Jing's blog..

2009-11-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

today wad the last day for all p6s..
it's rather sad though..
lyk last year..
reminds me of the old times..
one year has past in a blink of an eye..
i miss my friends..
well ,
bascically i did nothing to day..
did a draft of one of the english compre..
didn't do summary though...
tomorrow got training..
need to leave half way for councillor thingy..

2009-11-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

hasn't been posting these few days .
For those people who are tinking ,
Y u can't seemed to contact jia'an is because his phone spoil .
I'm explaining it here because people come asking y they can't contact jia'an .
Went for open house yesterday .
Had fun .
But there wasn't lots of people .
So i got home from school .
Went facebooking .
Den saw dar on9 .
Talked to him .
But had to stop after a while .
Cause need help mum to bring things to car park as she's going back to her hometown .
Indonesia ~
Den while walking to the car park ,
Mum and i saw a couple kissing at my void deck .
Den my mum went like ,
Dun learn from them hoh .
Hahas .
For today ,
Did the laundry ,
Sweep the floor and mop the floor .
Hahas .
I'm so guai .
Every time when mum is out of town ,
I'm always the one doing the chores .
Grr ....
Den i on com .
Was waiting for dar to on9 .
But he didn't .
Sis came home .
Den was like asking her ,
"jia'an got online or not ?!"
Hahas .
Other den com ,
We got no other ways to communicate . :(
Den went down to buy dinner .
Eat and watched tv .
Den i asked sis the same question again .
But this time ,
Her answer was different .
She said , "yes"
Man ,
I was over the moon .
Hahas .
Tats all for the day >.<
Good nite and hav a nice day ahead :)

I miss u , and i love u .

2009-11-13T12:29:00.003+08:00

sry,
hasn't been posting thee few days.
most of the days,
i went bballing...
on tues,
i met up wif some 6A-ians...
and a guy,
whom i dunno,
came to join in...
den went off to mac for lunch..
sat wif ryna...
went back to cc..
the guys were playing pool..
den that guy whom i dunno was holding onto the bball.
i wanted to play..
so i went to tell tee koon..
den tee koon said it was our old friend..
i was like 'huh?'..
den he said he was victor..
den i remembered..
he was my childhood friend..
7 years liao leh..
hmm..
he changed alot though...
and the first thing he asked was:do u noe siew shuan..
hahas...

2009-11-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

KILL ME FOR ALL I CARE!
IF U WANNA BEAT ME UP ,
Y BOTHER GIVING BIRTH TO ME?!
TATAS Y I HATE GOING HOME!
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING IN THIS WORLD!

2009-11-07T21:28:00.004+08:00

it seriuosly hurts lyk siao..
y must she keep saying tat i didn't do my best?!
WHY?!
it makes me wanna cry,
but i can't cry just lyk tat..
all she does is think tat my friends are bad companies,
pla man,
she haven't even seen them before...
if this carry on,
i dunno how long i can tolerate..
i'm going to break down soon..
i didn't wanna let her see my tears,
cause i dun wanna be weak..
i cried,
in my own heart..
it's bleeding...

Perhaps u didn't take it to heart ,
but every single thing was remembered clearly in my heart.
it's lyk a scar tat can't be erased away...
i dunno if i should,
i really dunno..
am i happy?
i dunno...

2009-10-31T20:23:00.005+08:00

i've tried very hard for dis exam,
but all she see is my result.
i've already tried my best,
y can't she see it rather den insisting i didn't do my best...
beat me to death for all i care..
i seriuosly hate myself for being in dis world..
seriuosly man,do u noe who was the one always there for me when i'm down?
it's not u,
but my gor..
u always left me alone,
crying by myself,
drying my tears myself..
i can't take it annymore...
al i need is ur love..

2009-10-28T11:03:00.002+08:00

hmm...
currrently in school..
having IT LESSON...
later got councillor mediation..
sianz..
hmm...juz had a good news to share to everyone...
i'm going back to xing hua on 11th nov..
yeah!!
u mux be wondering why..
cause my school is going there to promote nan chiau..
muahaha...
and the priorty goes to students from tat primary school..
joey was suppose to go,
but dunno y,
another girl going wif me instead of her..
she's gonna go crazy...
can go back see teachers..
YEAH!!
hmm...
i've already planned my timetable on tat day...
i'm going back home straight after tat..
bath,eat lunch and off i go back to school..
as it is wednesday,
i'm bound to hav training...
hmm...
looking forward to tat day!!

2009-10-24T19:36:00.002+08:00

went for training today..
did physical first...
den zhou lei coach came..
seperate training...
had a fun time..
coach brought vitagen...
den before ending ,
did some kinda physical...
Sry zilin ,
made u do wif me again...
tot tat training was gonna be tough today ,
but....
had a shooting timing thingy after tat..
den was punish cause of my hand..
i hav the habit of always pushing my hand to the opposite side while shooting rather den straight..
so ,
was punished...
den compass-ed wif zi lin they all...
went to eat KFC...
bought bubble tea too..
HONEY LEMON!!!
den went home... >.<

2009-10-23T17:18:00.003+08:00

so this few days got back my papers..
didn't fail my english paper 2 for the FIRST time...
at first i got a few marks more ,
THANKS to excess denied ,
i got my marks thrown into the sea....
here are my results:
english=>58/100
maths=>85/100
lit=>27/50
history=>49/100
science=>57/100
hcl=> 51.5/100
home econ=>78/100
geog=>63/100
(these are juz purely papers)

2009-10-23T17:06:00.008+08:00

21st oct 2009

To: ******
the moment u gave that clip to her ,
everything was OVER...
over friendship and lots more...
u ain't the perfect, jokey one that u used to be...
ur image is RUINED...
forget about me being nice to u...
u tink i wanna go near u ?
u bet, not...
i wished i would never had a chance to meet u...
but fate brought us together(in the sense of friends)...
the game has ended...

GAME OVER~

2009-10-23T16:44:00.004+08:00

20th oct 2009

went to east coast wif claudia and friends..
walked to the bicycle rental shop..
thanks to yan ting and nigel ,
the virginity of my HAND is gone...
got on the double bike...
was saboed...
den while throwing zhi chin's bag into the water ,
in fell into the water...
"THANKS" dude...
i forgotten tat my phone was inside my pocket...
oh god ,
still thinking of ways to "treat" my fone...
got my leg scratch...
den went to the toilet to clean up...
Dar was trying to "save" my phone..
although he didn't saved it ,
but THANKS anyway...
we had nothing to do...
so we decided to go escape...
we were asking almost everyone who walked passed us about hoe to get there..
den we took bus 36 to changi and took MRT to pasir ris.
off we go ,
to ESCAPE THEME PARK...
we were buying tickets..
all of us were overaged for the children ticket ,
accept for jack...
we were lyk paying 2 times of wad he is paying...
we went in ,
den we headed off for the roller coaster...
was with claudia all along...
second stop ,
the pirate ship...
i only screamed twice...
*claps*
thirdly ,
me and claudia went for the "superman" while the guys went for the go-kart..
after that ,
all of us went for the wet and wild except for zhi chin and yan ting..
we tried once ,
and decided to go for another round...
continuously non-stop..
saw joey, erin, kelsey and zenon there..
i BRIBED zhi chin to try it..
promised to gav her 2 bucks..
but didn't...
on her first try ,
she was on the "boat" ,
together wif nigel...
feel blessed , boy...
den we went to the nearby bus-stop.
me, claudia, yanting, zhi chin and nigel took 89 home...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-10-17T19:25:00.004+08:00

Hey guys ,
I'm back from my exam vacation.
Hope u guys get good results..
Today morning went to play bbal wif team mates.
Play wif the people there.
While playing ,
Saw jia wei Korr and ying xuan and her friends.
Hmm ,
mum and sis is going for wedding.
I'm all alone at home.. :(
But dar dar promise to pei me.
Heehee..
Thanks :)
Nothing happened much this few days...
Hmm ,
I'm looking forward to the 20th .
Cause I'm going out..
Finally

this is the W910i freaks..
hahas..

Ming Yun is now my son =)

2009-10-10T18:52:00.001+08:00

u ownself choose...

I'm sorry...

2009-10-02T20:47:00.006+08:00

seeing videos of the class bring lots of memories...(youtube, 6A'08)
happy, sad...
i'm missing the times that i had wif my friends...
my love ones....
i've grown up,
but dun wished to.
cause life wasn't they way it used to be...
now , in my mind , is why why and WHY...
why does things hav to change ?
can somebody juz tell me ?
i'm still leaving in the past.
where all friendships are real,
where all happy memories are...
i juz wish that my life would be as carefree as it used to be..
but it's juz impossible now..

perhaps i've grown up , finally...
it's a sad sad thing for me to say that now...
i used to say i wanted to grow up ,
but now,
i juz wanna go back to the past...
let time juz dun start ticking...
cause every tick the clock makes,
means i'm growing older...
i simply juz hate it...
sometimes i'm tinking ,
if i should change ,
for the better or for the worst ?
more of the worst ,
i guess...
but it's gonna hurt people who cares for me...
pls let time juz travel back ,
not forever ,
but juz for now....

Ik houd van u ~

2009-09-20T20:25:00.003+08:00

Quiz tagged by Crystal!

1. Are you single or attached?
Attached...

2. Do you have a person you like?
DUH...

3. What is the name of the person you are in love with?
HIM lol...

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who would you save first?
My love,i dun care bout my mum.my father can go save her.

5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
depends on wad kind of relationship...

6. Do you love your parents?
maybe, maybe not.

7. Will you hug the one you love?
Yes.

8. Are you willing to do anything for the one you love?
Not everything, it depends.

9. Are you jealous now?
Nah...

10. Who was the last person who smsed you?
Dar dar...

11.Who is in your clique?
Beatrice wee, Claudia, Ning Zhen, Valarie

12. Do you want babies in the future?
Dunno.

13. Do you prefer macdonalds, KFC, longjohnsilver or burger king?
KFC...

14. Do you sniff glue?
OF COURSE NOT...

15. Do you smoke?
NOPE!!!

16. If the person you love is a 2-timer, what would you do?
Smack his butt...

17. Which cca are you now in?
Basketball...

18. If you are rich, what would you do?
No idea..

19. if the person you love, held your hand, what would you do?
Hoping he won't let go. (:

20. If the one you love reject you, what will you do?
No feeling? sad?

21. What is your favourite cartoon character?
Dunno.

22. Friendship or love?
both!

23. Cookiemonster or Elmo?
none...

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
lappy(:

25. Do you like lollipops?
yup...

26. Do you have a diary?
Does blog counts?

27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do?
Depends on who that person is.

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
let go?

29. Are you blur?
Nah...

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
light brown..

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
Big Racheal?

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
beat as in friendly or bash?

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
What can i do?

2009-09-13T17:57:00.005+08:00

I’m sick and tired of acting for other people and not being myself.
All I wanted was just to be myself.
Is it all that difficult?!
You said about me and I kept quiet .
When you said about other people or me,
You never know how much it hurts.
Cause the pain is not how painful you thought it to be,
It’s far more than that.
If I could choose,
I would choose NEVER to know you.
will you just leave me alone?
wadever you've said and done,
i just keep quiet.
u nv noe how much it hurts, DO YOU?!
u said it's disgusting?
wad about urself?
fine, i admit i'm disgusting.
SO?
BIG DEAL?!

2009-09-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

So on Thursday I went to grandma’s birthday.
We went down to the coffee shop near to my grandma house...
We ate a “feast”...
But for the first time,
I didn’t manage to finish the rice…
We separated ourselves into two tables as there were too many people.
Grandma and aunt were sitting at the other table.
They were talking about my grandaunt…
Saying that she was unwell and was hospitalized…
But she knew that her time in this world is about to end and requested to die at home…
They were talking about visiting her when the following day my dad received a call from my eldest aunt…
She called to say that my grandaunt had passed away in the middle of the night…
But I didn’t went to attend the funeral cause I aren’t free and mum didn’t said that we need to go…
Well, to my surprise,
Dad said that nobody really cried…
Mum told me that they sealed up the coffin to disallow anyone from seeing it because they didn’t want my grandma to see and cry as her body was swollen…
__________________________________________________
On sat went to causeway point for Converse 3-on-3.
Meet the rest of them at compass.
Went for lunch at KFC.
Then went to bus stop to take 161 to woodlands…
We reached there far too early.
The guys were still playing went we went there.
We were standing at the barricade and watching.
1 group of the guys managed to get into the quarter finals,
But they didn’t manage to make it into the semi-finals.
They lost by 2 points.
Well, try again next year.
As for me,
I lost all the four rounds…
Well, at least I tried.
Hahas.
For the last round,
I was aiming at the three point.
I got a ball in. =)
Well, the three pointer isn’t that far in that “indoor” court.
At these ended at 8 plus in the night.
We took 161 back,
The rest alight at compass while I continue my journey till the terminal.
Yuzhen molested me on the bus…
Grr…
Taking part in the competition let me know the importance of coordination in a team.(maybe some people think I’m faking)
Well, we were told that we would be getting a Converse bag. =)
Outside is selling it at an expensive price while I’m getting one just like that.
We got a Converse jersey too. =)
We paid 10 bucks and the school paid 10 for us.
Woots~
So jacintha got off the bus at IMH that stop…
Me, the only one left sat all the way…
Hahas…
At Hougang interchange,
I change bus.
Well, to other people it is far.
To me, too.
That’s way I chose not to eat with them because I know I’m going to reach home very late and I didn’t bring extra money.
Plus, on that day was mum’s birthday.
Sis was waiting for me to get home to cut the cake.
So I reached home and ate fried rice for dinner.
Hahas.
Reached home at around 10 p.m.
Then ate cake and went to bath.
Before that, I stink.
Hahas.
So somebody sms me, regarding some stuff.
Well, all I’m going to say is I’m not going to care anymore.
So, today, I went to heartland mall.
Saw Alvin.
Peeps from 1A should know who that is.
Went there to buy stationary.
All used up.
Hahas.
So here am I, blogging.
Hahas.
__________________________________________________
To someone,
Perhaps I got all these wrong.
Well, my apologies.

2009-09-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

爱一个人不应该就是要让他幸福快乐吗？
你所为他做的真的是为他好吗？
did he ever said tat he wanted to step into ur life?
DID HE?
it's u , urself , ur wishful tinking...
he didn't said he lyk u ,
did he?
u said he cheated ur feelings ,
he didn't even start it IN THE FIRST PLACE...
zzz..
he says tat he's not going to care about wad u said about him anymore..
so it's no point scolding him on ur blog when he simply jus dun care...
u better take care of urself though...
u didn't wanted him to care about u , RITE?
i can get him to get the fuck out of ur life if u wan...
jus a call , and u're welcome alrite?
y mus he be faithful to u when he didn't said he want to?
GET UR FACTS RITE , my girl...
______________________________________________________________
yesterday went to grandma house cause it's here birthday..
went to eat downstairs..
for the first time i didn't finish the rice..
was super damn full ..
hahas..
didn't had any cake cause uncle forgotten to buy it...
tomorrow having 3 on 3 ..
jia yous to everyone...
hope i persist in the matches...

2009-09-10T16:26:00.003+08:00

got this from crystal's blog..

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
#1, pillows
#2, laptop
#3, chargers
#4, soft toys
#5, Cupboard
#6, booster
#7, toilet
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone? yes
2. Does Someone Like You? yes
3. Last Kiss? haven even gav out the first one ...
4. Been Lead On? ?
5. Been Cheated On? if he dares
6. Want A Relationship? yes have it nice!
7. Wanna Get Married? if there is a special someone
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. my gans
2. besties
3. dar dar
4. Handphone
5. happy life
6. Internet
7. freedom
SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. I miss him...
2. i wanna see my pri sch friends
3. i wanna enjoy life
4. i wish life could rewind
5. i wan money
6. i hope my parents will giv mi more freedom
7. i hope class would be more coorperative
SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe In God? yes
2. Had A Dream Come True? forgotten
3. Read The Newspaper? no
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? nope
5. Have A Best Friend? Sure
6. Take A Bath Daily? duh~
7. Wish On Stars? nope
SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. hate somebody? yup of cos
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? YES
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? No
4. Been To A Bonfire? if school 1 count thn yes.
5. Ran Away From Home? Nope
6. Played Strip Poker? Nope
7. Pulled An All Nighter? wads that?
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? No
2. Had Fun? ok ok lol
3. Been Kissed? No
4. Felt Stupid? no idea
5. Talked To An Ex? yes
6. Missed Someone? yes
7. Listened To Music? Yes
RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? nope
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? second sis
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? yup
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? no
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare angrily or yell? YELL
ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? if they ever does...
2. Are You Easily Excited? nope
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? none?
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? spent it?
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? i am already happy...
YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name: Yan Soo Peng
2. Birthday: 31st Jan 1996
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? no nid to study
4. Do You Want To Have Children? depends
5. How Do You Want To Die? In the hands of my love ones..
BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? forgoten
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Happened? when dad gets ..........
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? Sometimes
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? Nope
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?stop talking & start emoing
PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? nope?
2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? depends
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? maybe?
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?yup=)

2009-09-09T21:10:00.003+08:00

ok ,
today was having fever...
went to get some stuff to eat den eat my medicine.
was wearing jacket at home because i was feeling cold..
went to meet bball mates and seniors at compass.
went to food court.
i ate fishball noodle cause i was coughing.
den took 372 to school..
reach there and help seniors to get some balls..
cause tats wad we do whenever we go on a match..
den ms toh came ,
took bus to jurong west..
their school was SO neighbourhood tat there isn't any bus stops around it...
den ms toh traoned us for awhile.
went up to the second level for our friendly..
was off form today cause i wasn't feeling well..
but manage to continue playing after i rest.
den we won them ,
57 to 37 (i tink)
zhou lei asked us go down train after tat..
left the second floor for the first..
when leaving ,
the jurong west people say bye to us..
they are so friendly...
kinda love them..
hahas..

2009-09-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

heard tat tons of people in 1A fell sick..
get well soon guys..
i'm sick , too..
thanks to those people who wished me get well soon..
well ,
alot of them are suspecting ms leow.
cause ms leow said she haven fully recover but still come back to school.
and she says it spreads..
so went to the doctor's today.
was given 3 days mc starting from tomorrow..
mum is asking me to drink lots of stuff.
all making me puke..
gross...

fiesta

2009-09-05T17:36:00.003+08:00

today had fiesta...
spent tons of money...
dar dar bought me cookies and cream ice-cream...
thanks lots dar dar..
had been coughing since yesterday..
but didn't care much..
today went to school and ate ice pop , ice-cream , and many many stuffs...
yesterday went to valarie's house to pack the cookies...
ate lots of cookies...
coughed more...
today eat ,
coughed MORE...
had been drinking water the whole day..
went to pee lots and lots of time...
bladder too small..
hahas..
GRR....
valarie wanted to buy candy floss.
keep on pull me go...
she went to him den ask him to hand make 1 candy floss for me sia..
so.......
it was purple in colour...
i'm having fever, cough and sore throat now...
temperature 38 dgrees..

valarie bought this for me..
thanks lots..

bought dis ...
valarie ask me to buy this for him..
bought one for him lol..
she purposely go choose the happy forever sticker on the bottle sia..
den she ask me to giv him ..
den went to giv..
hahas..
i tink alot of people noe le ba..
zzz....

2009-09-04T19:15:00.003+08:00

hey gal,
i didn't diao u yesterday lol.
i was tired.
i run 4 rounds wif claudia and the day before i slept quite late.
if i've done anything wrong ,
forgiv me for the way i'm borned.
it's fine wif me if u dun wanna tell me ur secrets any more.
cause i noe i aren't a trust worthy friend.
u didn't put urself in other people's shoe too,
did you?
anyway , if u dun trust me i can't do anything too.
since i'm a big mouth den i oso can't do anything much...

2009-08-31T18:39:00.004+08:00

today is teachers' day concert.
was released after the upper sec concert and went back to class.
had to do the councillor duty ,
and it's juz giving a file to the teacher.
went back to class nothing to do.
so took out phone to sms dar dar.
sianz...
den mr quek pass us the geography paper.
PASSED~
den went off wif pearly..
went to meet jing hui.
after tat khai wen and cindy came to meet us.
den pearly and jing hui went off to meet some of their other friends.
den went to school gate.
tat auntie only let us in at 13 50.
saw jing jing jie and jian wei korr at the gate too..
HUGGED jing jing jie alot of times cause didn't see her for very long.
it was her birthday!
didn't noe..
Anyway ,
still wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
den jian wei was asking me if i noe when was he birthday,
Shit me,
i forgotten...
Sorry..
den after tat chiong to the indoor court.
den before my batch the graduation batch,
some of become pai kia le.
den we were using the court den they come snatch the court and woei sheng di di bball.
me and him was pissed,
so went off to find cindy they all..
heard from ling ling tat lian kiat become pai kia in some ways le..
den we left,
justin daddy came..
he went to school while we went to eat.
den he joined us.
den all of us went to the park.
slack slack there..
was smsing all along..
spamming SOMEBODY'S inbox.
o.o
den they guys went off,
den we went to cindy de void deck to talk talk.
phone went no batt ,
so went home to charge.
den went down to show priya my dar dar's photo,
she said tat i wasn't good enough for him!!!
GRR..
gonna get her someday!
den she showed my jia le's photo ,
erm ,
it's erm _el_w expectations.
no offence.
hahas..
den went home,
bathed and eat dinner.
so here am i.
wished there would be more of this kind of gathering...
JIA YOUS to people of 6A'08!!!!

2009-08-30T14:47:00.002+08:00

was having tuition juz now when and accident happens..
Thinking through,
Life is short..

2009-08-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling guilty.
cause u're the one who matchmake us and in the end you wad the one who was hurt.
i'm so sorry.
pls dun leave me cause u're still and important part of my life.(as in friends cause i dun wan us to be lyk lian kiat~)
believe tat you will find a better girl than me.
you do please take care.

2009-08-29T15:36:00.001+08:00

had training today morning.
suddenly my stamina become so lousy.
wads wrong wif me?
wasn't feeling well in the morning ,
dunno why.
my free throw is so lousy ,
keep on air ,
too long nv train liao.
grrr....

2009-08-28T18:50:00.002+08:00

To fall in love is not bad,
however to fall in love wif the wrong guys is the worsed mistakes in our life.
Dunno who sent me dis.
so i'd tot i juz put it here.

2009-08-28T18:33:00.004+08:00

today after school went to marlene's house to do home econ project.
cooked fried rice.
den went home from woodlands.
was damn tired.
mdm lim's lesson was damn f**king boring.
was getting restless during her lesson.
seriously man ,
she can't teach.
den went home.
saw justin chua downstairs.
said hi.
he changed.
more pai kia(no offence).
den morning took 87 wif khai wen to hougang mall den she got off the bus while i continue my journey to school.
yupp , so here am i ...
oh ya ,
today during home econ lesson was dared by valarie to kiss yan yi,
den i kiss her on the cheek liao den everyone was lyk so shocked lol.
den i dare valarie back ,
she keep on say cannot cannot.
so coward lol..

2009-08-22T15:35:00.000+08:00

世界真的要这样吗？
想要以个真心的朋友真的这么难吗？
对不起，
我不是故意的。
或许你也不知道我的痛苦和悲伤，
不过我希望我们还是好朋友。

现在的世界对我来说没有光芒。
只有黑暗。
看不见东西真的好辛苦。。。

2009-08-22T14:12:00.001+08:00

Front of the tee..

Back of the tee..

(Typed yesterday)
Today was a normal day.
Finally it's friday.
Feeling so happy.
Had english and history exam today.
Was suppose to hav it on last friday,
But postpone.
So after school went to find siew shuan they all.
Den went to take bball tee wif some of the seniors.
Den siew shuan say take 161 to hougang den take 153 to queensways.
Wah the journey there was hell man.
It was lyk damn cold on the bus and some more we go buy bubble tea sia.
I was seating under the aircon some more.
Den my hand went white.
When we at hougang interchange there,
We went to buy cheese fries.
As u noe tat i dun lyk cheese but twin twin (zi lin) bought it,
So i tot i would juz try it.
Quite nice.
But i still dun really lyk the cheese.
Woots~
Finally hav a team tee.
Was very angry dis morning.
Ass holes from 1A!
Stop drawing on my table using markers.
For the FIRST and the LAST time,
I'm gonna say tat i'm a very selfish person,
Who doesn't lyks to share things and i'm a person who simply juz hates dirtiness.
So get this DRILLED in ur mind.
Whoevers dares to draw on my table again,
Get ready to be dao by me!

I juz dunno why people aren't by my side when i'm down and they expect me to be by their side.
And they only come and find me when they nid help.
Is this wad u really meant by true friends.
I did stayed by ur side when u was down,
But u didn't stayed by my side when i was down.
And i found out u dun really nid a friend,
All u nid was juz someone to accompany you.
All the people are looking at you wif TAT kind of eyes,
I'm trying to except everything.
The way you are born and stuff.
But i noe all these was juz too difficult.
I'm tired of going to school where days aren't lyk the past,
Pri schools i get to enjoy school.
But what do i get now?
There doesn't seem to hav a goal in my life.
I didn't noe why..
I did cry,
But nobody seems to notice.
I dunno why i'm crying but i juz can't hold back my tears.
Is this really the kind of life i wanted?
I still hav three and a quater years in tat school.
May someone pls lighten up my life.
I dunno why i seem to lyk u and hate u,
At different times of my life.
I didn't noe WHY!!

ILY~jia yous and i won't always be there for u.I'm juz a useless part of ur life.

2009-08-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna fall in "love" again.
I'm going to stay independent.
Cause all the numbness tat one has to go through is far too much.
Seriously far too much.
Being able to stand alone is something important tat i muz learn~

2009-08-16T19:09:00.005+08:00

Aunt came.
She stayed for dinner.
Sis wanted to eat crab.
So aunt ask her go buy.
Sis bought tomato and chilli crap.
So nice.
Tats all for now .
Cheers =D

2009-08-16T16:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NICKY GOR!!

2009-08-16T16:28:00.007+08:00

Today woke up early in the morning.
Went to Senja for some religion stuff.
Den went to Heartland mall to eat.
Cause dad didn't cook.
On the way home bought a packet of ice milo home.
Spilled it in the room.
Gosh...
So unlucky...
Exam is coming,
So everyone JIAYOUS!!!

2009-08-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

This few days i've been tinking alot .
Thinking about the primary school days .
About how lian kiat gor used to treat me .
About how lian kiat gor used to cheer me up when i'm down .
About how lian kiat gor was there 4 me and be my listening ear .
But u left , u ignored me .
U didn't tell me why !
WHY ??!!
U left without amy reason .
U said it was because of me , my fault .
But i didn't where did i do wrong.
I wish u would be back the good gor gor u used to be .
U promised tat u won't ignore me when u go into another secondary school.
U've broken ur promise.
Is making empty promises wad u're really good at?
It hurts, but u nv noe.
I aren't important to u ,
I see.
Den y did u even bother to treat me well in the first place??!!
Who was the one who was always there for u,
U nv knew, did u?
Now i finally noe wad MEI means to u ,
Jux a rubbish dump where u throw ur rubbish into.
Losing u is lyk losing my family.
I couldn't bear.
Since u've decided to let go ,
I won't force u.
But i wished there was a day u would come back.
I wished time would go back to the past,
Not forever,
But juz for now.
Make me happy ,
For juz a wwhile.
Tats all i wished for.
Ur picture in my mind used to be so clear,
Now it's all so blurrish.

2009-08-10T17:40:00.005+08:00

Sis is in trouble wif dad.
Dad juz dun seem to giv sis freedom.
So sis is becoming more rebelling.
Currently studying 4 exams.
Hope u guys do well in ur exams =D
Ohh , Jian'An ,
Dun you tag on PC's blog?
She's sad.
Hahas..

ILY~I will be fine , u take care of urself too..

2009-08-09T18:42:00.008+08:00

All i wanted was juz you.
A yes or a no is juz wad i wanted to noe.
The standard answer: no
All i wished was juz you to be there for me.
To be loved.
Reality juz sucks.
Is it tat difficult to juz get wad i wanted.
Maybe i juz shouldn't hav gone into tat school ,
Where all these sad things will happen to me.
Maybe i should have chosen a lousy school so tat i won't meet you and there won't be so many BITCHES in school.
Cliques, i'm not referring to you.
Nevermind, hope you juz find your happiness soon.

ILY~ for who u are.Jia yous for ur exam.

2009-08-08T16:57:00.007+08:00

How i wish time could go back to the past..
To the time when we were young,
All so naive and there is no hatred.
Where all of us are so happy under our parents care and concern.
Hmm, where there is no relationship?
Juz the happy young us.
I'm juz so tired and sick of life.
Even if i'm unhappy,
whenever i reach home,
i still nid to put on a fake smile.
I'm so tired, if there was someone who was there to lend me his shoulder and let me hav a rest, how nice would it be..
I'm juz too realistic..
I juz simply dun feel lyk going anywhere.
Juz remain in this time cause i noe life ahead is gonna be tough.
How good could it be to juz never be born??

___________________________________________________________________
Had training.
Coach didn't come cause she injured her leg.
Hope she get well soon.
So a senior who graduated 3 years ago come back to coach.
Her training was tiring in the sense tat her break was short and we had one break after a very long time.
Then went to compass to eat wif alvina, zi lin and Yvonne.
Den we gossip gossip.
Den went to LRT there to sit.
Den went home.
Mum went to work ,
Big sis went for dragon boat training,
Second sis went for Flint,
Dad went to work.
So i'm all alone at home.
Nobody to chat wif.
Cause i dun hav a HYYM tat rightfully belong to me....

2009-08-08T15:00:00.004+08:00

excuse me for using vulgar cause i can't control the anger inside me.
taggie replies:
Y0ng hu!=>hey WOMEN , thanks for tagging =D
J!aAn=>thanks for tagging.Sry , cant put ur name so big cause later PC come whack me up~Hahas..

2009-08-07T16:52:00.005+08:00

today in school 5 people cry.
i tink tat mdm lim is not giving us enough care and concern.
the whole class is breaking up.

To: TAT WOMEN
WOMEN, who do u tink u are?
so wad if u're good , it doesn't meant u will stand out in the crowd.
Woohoo , u've got brains in studies , but u're juz too self scented.
And u're dumb , not in academic , but in reality . u aren't.
U so du*b , as in where would people tell others tat u gossip about tat person?!
As u*ve said , it's GOSSIP!
DUMB ASS..
so wad if u make the whole class hate me?
it's not as if lyk i care!
Sucker, u're clever on the ouside , but DUMB on the inside.
Cry baby!
u aren't pretty , so stop acting chio.
no guys in the class will lyk u la.
STOP ACTING la, me and beatrice saw the TWO sides of u.
Too bad , go home cry to ur mama and ask her transfer school la.
F**k off la.
Stop acting "EMO" as if lyk the whole class would crowd around u .
Wan attract attention say la!

2009-08-01T22:06:00.005+08:00

i love u , he loves me . Other girls love him . U love her . All these are jux making me far too tired . It's more than jux a triangle . I wish there was a day u would love me , but iu jux seems so impossible now u're jux an ordinary guy who lyks pretty girls . I noe , i aren't pretty . It can't~ i'm a bad girl . U're hurting me , indirectly . It hurts , but u never knew , did u ? U used to be perfect , n so outstanding go the crowd . But now , u're jux a passer-by who pass by my life n go . U talked about how wonderful she is , i'm imperfect , i noe . I wished to be the one u cherished , but the day will never come . Even if i perished into the thin air , u won't find anything missing . U never felt the hurt go me . Blk the smiles tat i had are fake ones . I didn't wanna show u the ugly side of me . 或许放手就是我能为你做的~

2009-08-01T21:46:00.013+08:00

update about my life .
Yesterday we had english lesson . Was in a very bad mood cause ms leow scolded us .
Den mdm lim was lyk nagging and nagging .
Felt lyk whacking her up .
So after school went to complain to HIM ~ hahas .
Well , the whole class jux simply hates her .
She seriously can't teach . today , had training in the morning .
Quite slack cause the boys this week all train physical .
Hahas .
Too bad guys .
Den went to eat lunch wif zi lin , alvina , yvone , cynthia n zhuo min .
I was rushing 4 time so eat already chiong off .
Then , went to sheng hong for the volunteer's meet the parents session .
They talk crap sia .
den nicky gor n his parents came in .
So i didn't really talk to him .
But at first i got something to pass to him de .
But too bad lol .
No chance to pass to him .
Den said bye to everyone .
Came home to on com , den play play .
Mum ask me to sleep , cause obviously i'm very tired , had to wake up early in the morning 4 the past few days .
Cause of school .
Yup , den woke up , eat dinner den help wash dishes cause mum isn't feeling well .
Too guai already .
Hahas .
Den i did my art home work , was damn fed up wif my second sis cause she wore my shirt .
I hate to share things as all of u noe .
Hahas .
My art piece is above =) .
Hahas . HE is busy wif him work so cannot chat wif me =(

2009-07-29T17:41:00.010+08:00

Took this photo during IT =D

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wEll , most of u noe tat i injured my leg when playing bball on friday.
Thankz to all seniors n same batch de people and friends for taking care of me.
Especially SHU MIN . THANK YOU so much.
I'm now better.
A great pleasure to hav u guys wif me. =D

2009-07-19T15:31:00.007+08:00

Maybe you juz dunno u've made me cry...
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If u seriously want to join back the gang ,
I dun mind cause it's ur life,
Not mine.
I won't heck care about u anymore more.
Last time i used to cry ,
but now,
I tink it's useless and is juz wasting my tears.
I'm going to be strong and nv will i cry for u again .
Take care .
Meant for Jia Wei~
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I was feeling lonely without you.
I wish u was there for me.
Take care~
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Well , yesterday i went to grandma's house cuse she had juz been discharged a few days ago . Eat wad she cooked. Was so full...Gtg n do my homework , so take care everyone.CCA starting soon , woots~
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Taggies reply

Ning zhen:hey thanks for tagging.me lazy go tag u la~
Vivianne:sry , lazy go tag you~
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2009-07-16T18:12:00.013+08:00

i'm tired of life ~
i'm sick n tired me acting .
I aren't tat good .
I noe , i'm a bad girl .
U nv knew of my existance .
U won't hold on to me ,
so i'm letting u go .
Forgive me 4 doing so .
Cause i noe i'm nv gonna hav u . I jux wish u could be there 4 me , but ,
it jux seems impossible .
So i'd jux say take care .
But i'll be there 4 u when u need me .
I'm numbed by all these .
Life jux seems normal .
I'm not feeling anything now .
I jux hope u would see my existance some day .
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Hey gors ,
thankz 4 tagging .
Luv u guys lots . :)
jia yous .

2009-07-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

dis few days
Dis week hasn't been anything much.
Monday went to gym to run . Quite fun..
Yesterday, nothing much , had tuition..
Today went to play ball wif seniors..
Ms Toh asked me to join the seniors in the match.
I was the only junior there.
Xiao ben oso join in.
Team up wif him n gina.
Tomorrow having PE, WOOTS~

2009-07-11T22:41:00.004+08:00

f**k off

i've got an attitude problem,
SO??!!
i dun care.
Dun lyk me den SHOO la.
Dun even wanna collect the home econ-ed file den still wan crap?!
Sick yeah?
not my buiss.
i'm heartless , so????
Find me insultive, too bad ,i'm lyk tat..
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i'm suffering from kinda mood swings.
going to school is lyk a nightmare to me..
some people, U'RE jus too bias towards ur friends!!!

2009-07-01T18:01:00.006+08:00

me,nicky gor,sow yee..
Will try to get jun ting gor's photo if i can...

Dis is my special Nicky gor..Hahas.. love him so much much much..Gor , jia you for ur Mid-year.My precious gor..Love him so much sia..

It's me at Hougang FSC..

Me n sow yee at hougang FSC..

2009-07-01T15:54:00.002+08:00

或许我已不知不觉的已经爱上了你。我一直等待着当你发现我的存在的那一天……当我走过你的班时，都会寻找你在哪里…本来我对你和其他那些男身都有偏见。不过，和你打了那场球赛后，才发现你和其他的人不同。希望和你有一片天地。不过，好难好难哦…

2009-06-26T18:29:00.005+08:00

jun ting gor n nicky gor going army next year.
both gors having 'a' levels dis year.
so gor gor, jia you!

2009-06-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

well got a new blogskin.
hope u guys lyk it.
Enjoy!

2009-06-18T12:23:00.021+08:00

Genting trip

aunt's friend gave me dis for fun.

Went to play street basketball wif aunt , the tickets won!

Hotel room!

Bought dis for nicky n junting gor.

it's so misty at night!

Me in hotel room.

At the theme park!

me n sis wif skeleton.

one of the indoor ride.

Me at firstworld hotel!

It's me!

bought famous amos cookie, they clip on top. hahas..

Me outside cloud 9 pub.

Me!!!!

Use the tickets to exchange for dis.Nice rite?

ME on the bus!

2009-06-17T17:40:00.004+08:00

Hasn't been posting 4 quite sometime.
Return from malaysia yesterday.
Took quite alot of photos.
Hahas.
I bought somethings for Nicky gor n jun ting gor.
LOVE my gors, except for sometimes when they scold me.
Hahas..

2009-06-11T18:06:00.005+08:00

Yesterday had a BBQ,
Had to leave early because had match the following day.
Today,
We had a match with Seng Kang Sec.
Girls won,
the 'B' div lose.
Nvm,
work harder next time.
It was a nice game though.
So wad if they lose?
Nvm,
it's the experience n wad they learnt from it,
is the most important.
Was defending Ying Xuan.
I was quite off form today,
sorry.
Was quite tired.
Forehaed got cut.
It hurts.
I tink it's because of my specs.
Was tinking if i could try contects.
The wound was cause by my specs,
I tink.
Nvm,
Nan Chiau,
try harder next time.
Zhan chun they all the match was quite interesting.
They made great passes.
NICE GAME GUYS!
haha. Gtg..

2009-06-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

hi , holidays here.
i will be going to some camps.
i won't be in singapore from 13 to 16 june.
i will be having camps on 12 june n 25 to 27 june.
Got camps.
Woots!
homework alot sia..
Nevermind, jia you!

2009-06-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

MUMMY, i'm hating u.
I've grown up!!

2009-06-02T21:44:00.004+08:00

So sad,
some people are ignoring me.
I can't do anything much.
Gor Gor,
Thank you for ur care during those years.
I dunno wad happen ,
But would hope you would tell me.
Time change n so do you,
U was once love by me as my gor,
But not now.
U used to be so perfect,
But u aren't now.
U've change.
No longer tat caring anymore.
U're always loved by me.
Although u dun wan me anymore,
I'll always be there for u anyway.
U USED to be perfect.
So long n take care.

2009-05-30T15:49:00.004+08:00

juz went to ying xuan's blog.
Saw tat she wrote tat cheng liang gorr is going back to china.
dunno if he is coming back.
now wonder nowadays when i msg him , he nv reply.
sigh.
Here are my results.
English=>51.3 C6
HCL=>60.2 B4
Malay=>77.7 A1
Maths=> 85.5 A1
Science=>70.3 A2
Geography=>50.4 C6 [failed paper but overall pass]
History=>57.9 C5
Literature=>51.8 C6
D&T=>72.2 A2
Art=>60.3 B4

Haha. quite happy tat i pass.
Class position=> 10/39
Level position=> 32/241

HEEhee..

2009-05-30T14:28:00.004+08:00

To SOME PEOPLE
I'm having great friends in Nan Chiau.
"SOME PEOPLE" dun wanna do councillor duty wanna become councillor,
where got such thing?
Everyone noes tat YOU hav only done 2 mintutes of patrolling.
So wad if you got higher than me in class?
U aren't my friend.
Stop going around to act cute n follow behind teachers lyk their dogs.
U're sickening.
Dun hav correction tape dunno how to go buy urself meh?
Keep on act cute.
I'm hating YOU!

2009-05-30T13:53:00.004+08:00

Dunno y , but everything seem to change.
I get angry easily.
Hav been emo-ing in class yeaterday.
Cause of Mr Quek.
He wanted to hav supplementary on monday.
But Monday i got training.
His lesson is going to end at 2.30p.m.
But i'm having my training at 3p.m.
Was angry wif him.
Was having training juz now.
Physical training juz now.
RUN!!
Hav been talking to glenn recently,
Love him so much.
Lian kiat is ignoring me.
Sigh...
Forget it , everyone has change.
Time change, Everything change.

To: Lian Kiat Gorr
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U hav not kept ur promise.
U've lied ,
To me.
U're ignoring me,
But i dunno y.
U nv tell me,
So i won't noe.
Everything has change,
U, me n everyone.

2009-05-28T20:14:00.004+08:00

today is lyk damn tired.
at first, Cikgu Khalida say got MSP, den i nv bring my PE for training.
den after tat she say dun hav.
den hav to tink of some ways to lend PE t-shirt hav a PE t-shirt.
Thankz Sharmine.
I do hav true friends too.
Yesterday went to Chinatown.
it is the most interesting learniing journey i hav ever been to.
Yesterday run , now butt pain.
Today did wad we did for saturday,
but today i manage to finish all.
Maybe it is the weather ba.
Going to hav muscleache too.
Yesterday de amazing race need to go interview ang mohs,
So funny.
Took some photos wif my group,
Yi yi,
Ning Zhen,
Beatrice,
N we were lyk crazy.
We won,
FIRST!
yeah!
Happy Happy.
Was holding hands wif yi yi all along the journey,
Den ning zhen saw,
she jealous, den we also let her join in.
Haha, yi yi is the same attitude as me.
All my Bao Beis.
Love you guys always.

2009-05-24T15:08:00.003+08:00

going to get back results soon.
Haha..
I wish i dun fail.
School is starting.
Need to do homework le.
Having chalet from 8 to 10 june.
Jia you ba.
If i dun fail my exams,
I happy liao lol.
Set too high expectations for ine self will create more stress.
Be happy,
Dun worry too much,
Everything is going to be fine. =]

2009-05-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

Basketball training
Today de training is damn tiring.
Cause Ms toh say during exam never train den now must train back our stamina.
The weather is so hot today.
We Run 35 rounds of basketball court in total or maybe even more.
We did
60push-ups,
60crunches,
60squads, after the training ends.
My leg was even shaking after the training.
Beware of ms toh,
Joking..haha..
Hope to get good results,
Cause if fail more than one subject got punishment.
Jiayou ba.
I won't forget the people who was once good to me,
I'll remember you guys forever.
Thankz 1A for always being there for me.
Love you guys always!!